How are you. I hope you’re fine!
Do you still remember the days when I was terribly in love? Oh…those days were really terrible. I never thought that I would fall so deeply in love and suffer just because of loving the wrong person. I never thought that there’s so much pain in love…it was really painful. There were nights and days when I couldn’t help but cry. Yes…I cried a lot. That’s the only way to release the pain I felt. Don’t you know that men cry also? Yes…even boys cry when they’re in pain. Believe me!
And during those terrible times, there’s only one question circling inside my head: what have you done to me? Yes…I almost blamed you for allowing me to fall in love. Why did you let my heart suffer so much. You should have controlled my heart. You should have told me not to fall in love. You should have take the necessary steps just to make it sute that I won’t fall in love. But you never did those things. What happened to you? You did nothing! And guess what happened to me? Of course, fell in love. I experienced the so-called LOVE that only you knew how to define it. I experienced unexplainable happiness from within. You know the “thud!thud! thud! effect” inside my heart? Yes….that was really cool! It made me entirely crazy and “high.” And guess what happened next? Well…what do you think? Of course, I suffered from pain because of love. The pain almost killed me. I suffered so much….
Btw, you need not to worry anymore. I’m feelin’ better now. My heart is now recovering from the agonies of the past. And I think I’m falling out of love this time. I think I don’t love the person I loved for so many years anymore. I only need enough time to mop up my mind!
That’s it for today. Advance Happy Birthday. Gudluck!
I’ll write to you again on February 1, 2008. Just be patient waiting for my letter, huh? Muah…
Right Here Waiting,
Aris
