I‘m not quite sure if life is fair to me. I dream a lot but I notice that only few of these dreams turn into reality. I strive hard and I do whatever it takes to succeed in everything I do but I fail most of the time. I fell in love again but I don’t know if I’ll end up victotious and ‘unwounded’ this time. I work, I eat, I sleep, I sex and I get shits again and agaian and again. Now tell me where the hell do you think is the joy or thrill in this kind of life? There’s none, right? Bullshit!
I don’t know if it’s now too late for me to apologize to her…that I did not mean to ‘insult’ (it was an insult according to her) her in front of her friends. She didn’t talk to me yet and the last time I saw her was Friday afternoon right after office hours so I don’t really know if she’s doing okay right now! I texted her several times already but she did not reply to any of those messages. I called her thrice today but she did not answer the phone. So she’s freakin’ mad at me, and i don’t know if we’re gonna be fine tomorrow. Bullshit!
P.S. October 20, 2009 is one of the most memorable days in my life. Do watch out for my future entries on this blog for you to find out why! Thanks guys and God Bless you all!
